i find my self reaching, reaching all to often. it seems like you are so far away from me, yet love, your standing right next to me. why cant i seem to get threw to you, somethings cluttering my thoughts, they aren't coming out clear. just hold on love. things will fix them selves, i think i can see you more clearly now. but its fading around me slowly. all i can see is those eyes of yours, im drowning in the man behind them. hes taken me to places i have never been. but as i look deeper in to that man, he begins to change, he is no longer the one i recall. he is different, but yet still quite as charming. he reminds me of you, but theres something i cant quite grasp. why doesn't he hold me like you do my dear? he tries so hard to fill your shoes, but the shoe never fits. is this that new love you spoke of dear? is this why that man cant hold me like you do? where did it go? i wish we didn't have to worry about this. but baby, how else can we be truly happy. looking at him - through you- i was scared to fall farther away. don't turn away from me, from us.
the haze becomes thicker, your bottled feelings are seeping out.
if only you would let them flow. and when you do baby, when your ready to tell me all it is thats on your mind, i will be there, listening, right beside you. always.
its really sad when you don't care if you miss 5 years of your life. its even more sad when you wish you didn't have to wake up. sometimes people just want to choose the days they get to be alive. right now, i wish i wasn't.
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